冷战

你把我当成石膏 再不跟我吵 是不是一种预告
假装都看不到 不再重要 我不会再跟你闹

无言是一种毒药 更像一把刀 切开我们的拥抱
到底爱剩多少 需要思考 承诺随爱蒸发掉
不想再当配角 安静让我动摇 我想逃跑

我听到你冷战的心跳 两败俱伤的记号 闪躲不了
我知道莫名其妙求饶 也不会是解药 不如弃权走掉
面对冷的空气 冷的墙壁 冷到昏迷 冷到我真的快窒息
冷战到何时能平息 放我离去//
就让回忆停止呼吸 成冰

YE TRIP

Followed a trip to Giant today. Of course not shopping and all that. What we did was exploring the business management of Giant and overview the history of Giant. The meeting room was really really cold. I was like shaking all the while in the room. I FEEL COLD. After looked at all the slide shows and business handling and marketing strategies, we went to EXPLORE the inner operations part. We explored the COLD STORAGE ROOM where the temperature is -18 degree Celsius. We also entered a room where the "Biggest-Cendul-in-the-world" is placed (look at the photo). Went to the store too and see how they managed the in-and-out system (named vacuum system). Too many things. Photos are at Xpertise Facebook (they'll upload).

the so called "Biggest Cendul" (ice mountain)

AMCHAM Interview

I'm back.
We, the seven directors had made through the AMCHAM (American Malaysian Chamber of Commerce) Interview. Well, we were so tensed before that. I'm glad we really had fun during the interview. We joked, we shared, and we laughed. After two days of preparation, everything was fine. TQ to Hudra and Daniel and Pn.Tan too. Thanks to dear too for wishing me. Mostly they asked about our experiences, management of the company, financial statement, leadership, teamwork, best product, challenges and lessons. I hope we impressed them. Thanks Barbara for the photos. And We got "Most Profitable Stall" and 1st runner up for "Best Annual Report Award".

男人最期待的女友

一段真诚的亲密关系始于当男方感受到女方“真正爱他”。

“当我提出她使我感到压力时，她能够欣然接受，而不指责我吹毛求疵或不爱她。我希望她能够依我们讨论的方法将彼此关系拉近。”

“她能承认自己也有自私的一面，我不是唯一以自我为中心的人，她自己对於爱情的付出也有限，甚至有时她只是利用我去满足她的要求；此外，我也不希望她潜意识里隐藏著一些对男人的刻板印象及负面感觉。”

“她知道沟通应该是双向的。当我们争执後能平静地讨论原因，我希望她知道我的激烈反应有部分受她影响所致。我不希望被指为是“有问题的一方”或“不懂如何爱人”

“她爱的是真正的我，而不是她幻想中完美的我。我不希望自己只是去满足她的浪漫幻想，因为我知道现实并非如此，结果可能会令她更失望。”

“她不会因我或我们的关系而牺牲她身边的其他事物；因为她这样做，会使我感到被迫付出多於我愿意付出的。换句话说，我希望我所爱的女人能够了解：当我付出比她期望的少，不一定是我的错。”

“她能够容许我有自己的意见，不会认为我的意见不当，而强迫改变我。”

“当碰到问题时，她能够与我并肩作战；当我们发生争执时，她能够视它为一种拉近彼此距离的沟通方法，而不会认为我提出问题是在找麻烦。”

“她不会过分要求我超越自己的能力去令她快乐。我也不希望她改变自己来迎合我，并希望我为她的牺牲负责，“她不要只告诉我对我们的关系有任何不满，而是要提出一些如何改善的方法。我不希望老是得猜测她的想法，现在她是否不高兴？当问题出现时，被告知它的存在是不够的；我更希望她与我一同解决问题。”

“我也许是比较自我的人，但我不希望我的动机被误会；更不希望当我有甚麽做得不恰当时，就被认为是不重视这份感情。”

“她能够给予我所希望得到的；而不是她希望我得到的东西。”

“她不会过分高估或低估我，我只是一个普通人—有优点亦有缺点，我跟她一样也有脆弱的一面。”

-取自非常健康网，非本人议论-

Halves

Sorry for leaving this blog DEAD for this long time though no one is reading it.
Tormented by exams which consist of 22papers and having hallucination after each paper is my daily routine for almost about a month. And I'm so relieved that i'm still alive.
Oh yea, 'halves' means half of me is awaiting to break free from handcuffs of the utmost hazardous boring lifestyle I've ever had. Another half...still in exam mood.=S
I got quite lots of plans to revive my under-torturing life.Lets see.

1. OUTINGS and DATINGs.
I've been staying at home for almost everyday since August and I can't wait to breath in some fresh air. Hope not H1N1 viruses.

2. KARAOKE.
Honestly, not really going to sing, but to scream. Release some tension or you'll see me in Tanjung Rambutan.

3. BOOKS.
Duh, definitely NOT textbooks. I've missed out lots of books and I'm going to chase them back.

4. ADVENTUROUS ACTIVITIES.
Kayaking, Paintball, Rock Climbing......hope so.

5. DANCES & EXERCISES.
erm. i hate the me NOT doing ANY exercises as I'm sitting,eating and studying. My muscles are starting to lose. =(

6. MOVIES, COMICS, DRAMAS.
I'm so so so outdated about them. They served as side entertainment.

7. ENHANCE MY LEADING SKILLs & SELF-UPGRADE.
I really need them for a better KRS' future.

8. ADD MATHS.X(
I really can't believe I did SO BAD in this final. I can't get over it. Perhaps a little per day?

9. VACATION.
I really want it but too bad, my dad is working hard everyday. Anyone wants to bring me?

p.s. 4 more papers to go. Will be back "soon".

被写意的人生 --黄咏鸣作品

我，望着天空的云朵，想起在地理课所学的一切，云是温空气上升凝结后所聚成的。对我而言，其实，云也只不过是一面镜子。

我努力的在修补着我们感情的破洞，眼泪掉了一滴又一滴，数落着自己的不是，也探讨着你对我的残酷。讨厌你的自私，更讨厌自己的懦弱。讨厌你要的完美，更讨厌自己的瑕疵。此时，天空的云，是如此地玉白清晰，让我爱上了它。它慢慢地，变成了一男一女正在牵手的图案。我笑了，因为我发现，无论如何，我们都有错！

我努力的在埋头苦读，誓要把书中的，天上的，地下的知识都吞食。即使眼睛累得在向大脑抱怨，眼泪在拼命地献上自己的生命，我只能说声对不起，不要怪笨拙的脑袋，因为它只不过在听取我这个主人的嘱咐。此时，天空的云，是如此的乌黑，心中的恐惧黑暗也无法和它媲美。我笑了，因为我发现，无论如何，我应该睡了！

我努力汲取所学的，一定要牢牢地记住所有舞步。身躯疲惫得很，许多的清晨身体酸痛的无法驾驭，我无法放纵自己，无法放弃自己的理想，就只能用自己唯有的意志力让自己屈服，让自己屈服于自己的膝下。裸露着上身，看到了云朵，是如此的金碧辉煌，夕阳无限好，我沉迷。我笑了，因为我发现，无论如何，我该进餐了！

我努力的做着仰卧挺身，平地俯身，地板瑜伽，仰翻后身。我不容许自己软弱的一面赤裸裸的袒现于人眼前。我只允许自己以最佳的状态表露人前。即使身躯早因跳舞而伤痕累累，我从不放弃。依旧裸露着上身，健身时，看见了云朵，是如此的蔚蓝爽快，和我荷尔蒙一起起伏。我笑了，因为我发现，无论如何，流汗真好啊！

我又笑了，因为我发现，无论是洁白如玉的白云，黑深朦朦的黑云，阳气十足的黄云，还是蔚蓝似海的蓝云，我都一样爱，因为还有让我心脏红彤彤的红云。

谢谢你，写意了我的人生。

See ya

Hey dudes. I won't be around to blog. Exams are around. I can't afford to screw my exam once again. I'll be back after exam. Erm..meaning October. Anything just leave comments in chat box, I'll be reading. Or I'll be blogging other blogs. Stay tuned, I'll be back.

p.s Sej, Bio, Math, Add Math and everything, love me please.